Penis Enlargement Products Being Reviewed

I have been using XCEL male enlargement patches for a total of forty-seven days now. It is also my thirty-third birthday. That means I will be forty in just seven years, which for some reason makes me feel that I am starting to get old. Still I wouldn’t swap lives with somebody half my age. I remember what it is like being a teenager, and it involved lots of emotional turmoil and adolescent angst.
Leanne and I plan on getting together with friends and family later on this evening to celebrate at a local Japanese restaurant. I am a huge fan of both sushi and Japanese grill so I am looking forward to the food. I plan to propose to Leanne there. I have told nobody else about it, so it will come as a complete surprise to everybody. I am incredibly nervous right now.

I hope and pray that she does not say no, especially since I plan to propose in front of an audience of our family and friends. Come to think of it, I had better get the proposal out of the way before the chef comes to grill our food. The ones at our local Japanese place would make a huge deal out of it and embarrass the hell out of me if I did it in front of them. I know what those guys are like.
A refusal from Leanne would be ten times more humiliating under the circumstances. I am wondering if it would have been more sensible to propose on a day other than my birthday, since if I had waited I could have done it when we were alone. Still I have spent a good few days feeling stressed out about my plan, so I’m not going to back out at the last moment, although I know I am taking a risk.
I have been so caught up in my plan that I almost forgot to measure my penis today. I only remembered just before I sat down to write this journal entry. I am happy to report that my penis has grown a further eighth of an inch in length. Well actually, it is a little less than one eight of an inch, but that’s fine by me. The circumference of my penis has also grown by one sixteenth of an inch since I last measured it on Sunday. Therefore, XCEL male enlargement patches are continuing to do their job. In my humble opinion, a bigger penis is rather a wonderful birthday present. The only thing that would make me happier is if Leanne agrees to become my wife tonight. Keep you fingers crossed for me.

I have reached day forty-six of my experience with XCEL male enlargement patches, and for the first time since I began using them I am finding it really hard to focus at work.
I am so anxious about proposing to Leanne tomorrow that I hardly got any sleep last night. I tossed and turned for hours. I tried reading a book and drinking to help take my mind off it, and I had a warm milky drink but nothing worked. The last time I looked at the clock it was three in the morning. In the end, I started to get angry over the fact that I couldn’t sleep, and that made it even more difficult to drop off. It was so frustrating.
I was very tired when the alarm went off at six-thirty this morning. It was hard to haul myself out of bed. Leanne ended up having to wake me because I actually slept through the alarm. She knows something is wrong.

I feel bad telling her that nothing is bothering me when she can clearly see that this is not the case. She seemed quite offended when she left for work this morning, but I can hardly tell her that I am worried she will say no tomorrow night when I propose to her, since it would totally ruin the surprise. I hope that she will forgive me tomorrow night when she understands what has been bothering me.
One of the women at work called Cynthia was asking me why I was so tired today. When I told her, she thought it was sweet and told me I shouldn’t worry so much. She advised me to go to the pharmacy after work and buy some melatonin supplements. They are a natural product that helps you to drop off at night. I will go to Walgreens after work to purchase some. I hope they work. I cannot function on three and a half hours of sleep.
The weird thing is that my anxiety and tiredness still haven’t stopped me feeling sexually aroused. I have felt horny all day. I am amazed that the all-natural ingredients in XCEL male enlargement patches still work when you feel tired and stressed out. I hope Leanne isn’t still sulking when I go home or she might not want to have sex with me. If she mentions that something is wrong with me again, I am just going to tell her that I will explain everything to her tomorrow night and hope she doesn’t guess.
Thankfully, I have the day off tomorrow because of it being my birthday, so it doesn’t matter too much if can’t get to sleep right away, since I don’t have to get up early in the morning.

It is day forty-five of my experience with XCEL male enlargement patches. This means that I am half way through, since I intend trying the patches out for a period of ninety days. Although I do not wish my penis to continue growing indefinitely, I was slightly concerned about losing the effect of having a higher sex drive once I finish using the patches. However, I now know that I can use another product such as Marathon 21. These pills will increase my sex drive with out enhancing my dimensions.
There is also a product out there for women with a sluggish sexual appetite called Femtrex. Leanne is thirty, which means she is at her sexual peak. I can barely keep up with her now. If she were to use Femtrex, she could quite possibly send me to my grave early. Therefore, I think I will avoid buying her these little pink pills for now. However, it is probably a wonderful product for older women or those that have difficulty climaxing.
I went out last night and found Leanne an engagement ring. I must have visited five different Jewelers just to find something suitable. It is a platinum solitaire with a cathedral diamond. It is not too elaborate. In fact, if anything it is understated. I saw some very fancy rings that cost as much as one hundred thousand dollars, but they were for men much wealthier than I am. However, I still have sticker shock. Leanne’s ring cost $3,325.00. I didn’t have enough money in my bank account to pay for it and cover my other monthly expenses, so I had to put it on a credit card. Luckily, I have very little debt. I avoid paying with credit unless I have to. This was one of those occasions when I couldn’t avoid it, but then again it isn’t something I intend to purchase more than once in my life.
The closer it gets to Thursday the more nervous I am becoming. I really don’t know what I’m going to do if Leanne refuses me. It could quite possibly undo all the good that XCEL male enlargement patches have done for my self-esteem. Rejection would make me feel like a nobody. I am also concerned that she won’t like her ring if she does say yes. She has always made scathing comments about women like Jennifer Lopez who wear very expensive jewelry, but what if it was all just talk? What if she thinks I’m cheap because I didn’t choose something more expensive? I am feeling so anxious about the whole thing that I have a knot in my stomach.

I have now been using XCEL male enlargement patches for forty-four days and I must say that they really have changed my life completely in such a short space of time. I know Brian feels the same way about them too. Every time I see him, he seems to be grinning from ear to ear. He has also lost that vaguely threatening persona he used to have. I realize now that his tough guy act was just a defense mechanism.
Today at work, a few people who were at the retirement party last week told me they thought I had a beautiful girlfriend and that I was a very lucky man. Compliments like that make me feel very proud, but of course I already know how lovely my girlfriend is with out needing to hear it from other people. She always has turned heads. The good thing is that it hasn’t made her conceited. There is nothing worse than somebody who is too aware of their own good looks. I am going shopping tonight to look for an engagement ring. I have decided to look for something platinum with a well cut diamond. I am far more concerned about the cut of the diamond than I am the size of it. I know Leanne isn’t the type of woman that would be impressed by a huge rock. She likes to look good, but is never willing to spend huge amounts of cash in order to do it. She gets highly annoyed at extravagance because there are so many people in the world who can’t even afford to eat. Therefore, I know in advance that she would see a huge diamond as a symbol of selfishness. My best option is definitely to go for something small but pretty.
I am still thrilled at the idea of asking Leanne to marry me on Thursday night. It is hard to wait until then to discover what her answer will be. The thing is, a few months ago, I definitely would not have had the confidence to propose to Leanne, and in all honesty I was also too self absorbed to even consider it. My thoughts revolved around the size of my penis and my own insecurities. In truth, I thought very little about what would make Leanne happy, and I wasn‘t a very good boyfriend. It is a little difficult to believe that as small a thing as a dermal patch has made me change my perspective completely. I only hope Leanne will judge me on the man I have been during the past few weeks and not on the person I used to be before I started using XCEL male enlargement patches.